2023.10.1

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I went to see The Creator and it felt like a movie I might watch a second time if I have time. The art settings are very good. I like them all very much, whether they are space stations, aircraft, robots, cities, or villages. Although the story is a bit cliche, the overall look and feel is still very good, especially the airborne scene at the beginning, with Radiohead’s Everything In Its Right Place playing in the background, giving viewers goosebumps. Also, I had no idea that this movie was shot on a Sony FX3, and it wouldn’t be obvious if I didn’t mention it.

The EAD card finally came out, so I booked a trip to Tokyo. For this purpose, I also bought a GFX 50S II. By chance, I saw a great deal in the middle of the night and placed an order. I will take it with me to try it out and take some pictures.

The first year-end performance results at Apple have also come out. The goals I set for myself have been achieved, and the evaluation given by my boss is far better than my own evaluation. After being affirmed, I felt like I was doing well again, and it seemed that I would have no problem studying for another year. However, I have always been like this. I rely entirely on external recognition for my ups and downs. When I was an undergraduate, I skipped classes, interned, did outsourcing, and launched independent software. I felt very happy when I could be recognized by others, and therefore I rushed to the front even more. Once I was separated from me I felt comfortable in the environment and lacked a positive feedback loop, so I began to doubt myself. Until the next time I was affirmed again, I had a rhythm that was almost like bipolar disorder. I have always known that I have this problem, but I seem to be secretly proud of it. It seems that this way of self-evaluation can inspire me to continue to do things that ordinary people think they cannot do, but I must also admit that in the past, Various factors have mixed together over the past few months, and I have not had a good time. When I was sad, I also had the thought of not having any regrets in life. Maybe I am no longer at the age where I can sustain my squandering. I have to start to admit that there will be an end to this. Before that comes, you must learn to reconcile with yourself. But sometimes I feel that before the inevitable and fateful end comes, let me go through another upward cycle, and let me go through another trough, and so on, one day after another, until there is no solution at all.

Listened to Radiohead – Everything In It’s Right Place (JoMö’s Luscious Rework) .

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