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I wanted to write this article a long time ago, and it has been in the draft box since I started. The meaning of the beginning is to write a title, there is no word in the content of the article, it is really only the beginning. After such a long time, I can’t remember what I wanted to say or what I wanted to record. The reason for not writing is that I remember it clearly. I always feel that I want to express something, but I don’t know how to express it. Yesterday, I sent the empty package of the new game to GooglePlay. Because the main countries of the test are the UK and Canada, the default language is EN. The game introduction prepared by my friend is English after using Baidu to translate the Chinese text. I am not sure about the translated version. Whether the text is correct or not, my friend let me have a look. To tell the truth, I studied English hard for a period of time in order to obtain a degree certificate in order to get a degree certificate, but I only passed the degree English test of a school, and this level does not show anything. After thinking about it, let’s ask for help from Chat-GPT, which has become popular recently. Chat-GPT is really worthy of the strongest artificial intelligence model ever, it not only translates, but also polishes the text. Seeing that it was so suitable, we tried some other requirements. Our game is a simulation game. We need to simulate some things in reality, and we need to have a strong sense of substitution. We need the rules of the game to conform to reality. We need to retrieve a large amount of information and classify, summarize and simplify. It would take nearly a week of planning and sorting out these calculations, but Chat-GPT only requires us to ask questions one by one, and a large amount of usable information has been formed in just a few minutes. These materials are not only more organized, but also more comprehensive than those we have sorted out ourselves. The rest of our work is just picking out what needs to be kept. Although Chat-GPT has greatly shortened our workload, I feel scared in my heart. We are just a small start-up company, short of funds and lack of talents. In this era of AI, it is like an inconspicuous leaf. When the wind blows, it may lose its vitality. What’s more, today’s general environment is particularly turbulent, the dispute between Russia and Ukraine is becoming more and more serious, and Sino-US relations are going from bad to worse. The dollar is being issued randomly, the economy is getting more and more depressed, and a terrible crisis is brewing under the vigorous vitality. The massive layoffs of major companies seem to have no effect, but take the massive layoffs of FB as an example. Because of the massive layoffs of their review team, our application was directly rejected by mistake, and then entered a long waiting period for appeals. It has been 20 days before and after, and it has not passed, seven days and seven days, I don’t know when it will be the end. Domestic policies were tightened, and it took more than half a year to open a US dollar account in the bank. The Administration of Foreign Exchange vowed to let us go directly to the bank to open a US dollar account. When I arrived at the bank, this one said that they mainly do foreign trade and not this business, and the other said that the distance between you is too far away, so go to a closer one and ask. Others compare us to the Vietnamese Dong, what can we do, we have to find another way. In this day and age, is it true that some things can only be accomplished by giving gifts and bribes? Ordinary people can only be at the mercy of others in this world? In fact, no matter how positive the publicity is, everyone knows the final result. This world belongs to the elites, and the general public just makes up the numbers. We are just a leaf on the big tree, and our only function is to provide nutrition for the big tree. When winter comes, when the wind blows, it rustles down. “Scattered into mud, crushed into dust, turned into spring mud to protect flowers.” I had a dream last night. I dreamed that when I returned to my hometown during the Chinese New Year, my grandma was old and forgetful and didn’t recognize me. Then I woke up suddenly. When I got up and looked at the dim street lights in the distance, I suddenly realized that I hadn’t seen my relatives for a long time. But in the past two years, my financial situation has really become more and more difficult, and I can’t make ends meet, and the pressure is extremely high. I still feel bitter in the company today. The employees are drinking milk tea and chatting at noon, and I feel that it is a waste of money to order takeaway. In fact, I am not too old anymore. When I was young, I always felt that I didn’t want to live a life that can be seen at a glance. But when I got older, I suddenly felt that I didn’t want to live a life that couldn’t be seen at a glance. It is the annual college entrance examination season again, and I think of my situation in the college entrance examination that year. In high school, I injured my foot during military training. I lay in the hospital for two weeks, but I couldn’t keep up with everyone’s rhythm. A few months before the college entrance examination, I couldn’t take it anymore, so I ran back home to work in farming, and finally I only took the exam during the college entrance examination. In the end, I only got 392 in the test, and the three main lines at that time were only 416 points, which was only 24 points away from the undergraduate line. At that time, I didn’t even want to fill in the volunteers, and felt that studying was a waste of time, but now I feel that I have lost such a good opportunity to make my journey smoother. I was also a member of the best class in the best high school in the city. I still remember when Uncle Yao drove me back and said: You, you will definitely regret it in the future, so don’t blame me when the time comes. I swear that I won’t. Nowadays, the exhortations to younger brothers, sisters, nephews and nieces have also become to study hard and study hard. But in fact, I also know that no matter how they say it, they will only be as disapproving as they were back then. Our hope is that the next generation will not be themselves. It’s as if our parents didn’t want us to work like them. I often think of myself when I was a young boy, how happy I was at that time, and my troubles were just occasional comets, but now, the remnant stars are shining brightly, entrenched in my heart. In fact, I understand now that the happiness of a teenager is only due to the responsibility of the parents. Just like now, although we ourselves may not be very happy, the next generation will grow up in happiness. Life is like this, half bitter and half sweet, just like emotions, often fluctuating, bittersweet and half, this is normal.
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