empty shell

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Walking out of the campus and becoming a social animal for the fifth month.

I have experienced being pua and working overtime until midnight. I have never thought about it before, and I am secretly happy, and I will face all this in the Internet.

The last period of the trial period may not be easy.

The pressure faced by leaders will always be vented on the people who really do things underneath. I never ask myself what I want to do, what I don’t want to do, what I’m interested in, and then impose things beyond my ability and tasks that cannot be completed on you. I start to deny myself, and the outside world starts to criticize and condemn. A vicious circle, and I began to wonder if I was really such a waste.

These things haven’t happened to me yet, I’m just witnessing it now, afraid that someday in the future, I will experience this. I don’t have a strong heart. I am fragile. After that day in the future, it will be the beginning of my collapse.

No, I don’t want to go through this.

I have always been such a person, a weak person. Not good or confident, unable to withstand blows, caring about other people’s eyes, a little sad, gossip, feeling that the whole world is targeting me. With me like this, can I really stay in this field?

Slowly, seeing them, feeling ourselves, and everything that has happened lately, we are nothing more than an empty shell, only a body, no soul.

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