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Hong Shu:
Zhanxinjia!
I know that love is mutual and you need to know me too.
But what can I tell you about me?
Tell you, in order to do rural construction, I gave up a job that others envy, willing to wash dishes and mop the floor, and was kicked out?
Let me tell you, I was noted as an ATM by my ex-wife, and I often heard “I deserve better”, until she started saying “I don’t want to live with you”, “I can’t live with you”, I couldn’t help but mention divorce , and then tried to redeem her, which made her tireless, frankly confessed that she didn’t love me, and listed out a series of supporting evidence, only then did I finally realize how stupid I was.
These pasts only exposed my childishness, stupidity and embarrassment. Apart from winning you a little sympathy and pity, how is it beneficial to enhance the relationship between you and me?
After much deliberation, I can only tell you. In order to alleviate the pain, I read books, listened to lectures, came across Yangming Xinxue, devoted myself to studying it for more than a year, and finally realized that the heart is the foundation, so I determined to be a gentleman. Since I established my heart, I used it to contemplate Confucianism, Taoism, Buddhism, and even horse-hair classics, with little obstruction. Then I understood the relationship between the heart and the Tao, and the theory of the mind and the dialectics of historical materialism were mixed together , and since then the thought has a foundation. At the same time, I studied the theories of left-wing scholars such as Wen Tiejun, Hudson, Lu Qiyuan, and Dai Jinhua, and learned about their careers. Influenced by Wen Tiejun, I saw rural construction as a path to achieve great harmony in the world, so I joined the rural construction team. For more than half a year, I have been tied up in it, but now that I have escaped and become a free person, there is a lot to do.
Of course, I also bear the pressure from my parents, and I still have hope for love. The purpose of doing rural construction is not simple, but another meaning is to find a partner on the road of rural construction. I definitely can’t find it in the city, but there is still a possibility in the countryside.
It’s just that, leaving the city and throwing away the “accumulation” of the past 10 years, what can I use to attract the person I love?
This was the dilemma I had foreseen, but I thought there must be an answer.
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