I Complete Myself.

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It’s been a long time since I updated my daily routine, and it’s not that the threshold for publication has increased, it’s just that every time I want to write something, I’m distracted by other things and can’t continue writing. And in the days of leaving, I have been working hard to make my life the way I want, and I believe that I will not regret it in the future. When the future is full of chaos, these memories that have been beautified by the brain filter can still be infinitely yearning .

Universities must make more new attempts, exercise themselves in all aspects, broaden their horizons, and stop studying dullly like high school.

Coming here with time, it’s safe to say that a lot has happened these days, this month.

Thanks for things that helped me a bit in the short or long term:
Movies ? study ? music ? Books ? Porn ?

In February, March, April, and May, I still watched the movie tirelessly. I rated it according to my own feelings after watching it, and wrote a short comment and recorded it on Douban . At the same time, I also learned about some very powerful directors. The short-term plan is to finish watching the films of the old Soviet artist Andrei Tarkovsky. As for books, I bought some books in the second-hand market, but Naihe didn’t have time to read them at all. I borrowed books from bookstores and libraries in my hometown. Fortunately, I finished reading some of them when the pressure of studying at the beginning of school was not too great, and I also got some resonance. . After the two years of college life, I devoted myself tirelessly to reading Haruki Murakami, and other Japanese writers, Junichi Watanabe, Shunji Iwai, Kazuo Ishiguro, and Osamu Dazai. I read very few works in China, but frankly, I think Japanese literature has a more delicate touch, at least I think so. Crazy indulging in my own music world, listening to the music that I don’t understand, and spending many days and nights with me, I try to share some of my favorite styles with some close friends, but after all, people People are different, so I still listen to my own songs honestly.

One Monday afternoon, I suddenly felt unwell. My whole body was so cold. I touched my forehead, and it was very hot. I survived two classes with difficulty and went back to the dormitory to lie down. I tossed and turned in bed and couldn’t fall asleep. My body was hot and my heart was beating very fast. In addition to the frequent occurrence of H1N1 flu recently, I was very scared. I went to the school hospital for a nucleic acid test, and there was no serious problem. I prescribed some medicine and came back, but it still didn’t work. The fever was still uncomfortable, and my roommate also had a fever. , went to the hospital, got blood drawn, gastroenteritis, so I had a long drip. After tossing and returning to the dormitory, it was more than 3 o’clock in the morning, still with a low fever, but the condition was better. So I saw the emergency room in the early morning, Xiamen at 2 o’clock , 3 o’clock campus, this is also an experience that has never been experienced before. This is about a fever, a magical experience.

Ever since I was a child, I have had fever several times, but none of them have been as violent as this time.
The bravest thing I did during this period was to go to Dongshan Island with my friends. It only took one class from the idea to the landing. At night, the dark seawall and the lights of the lonely fishing boat illuminated the dark sea. The flickering lights in Hu Ming, the noisy Internet cafes at night, the bad smell of cigarettes, the streets at 4 o’clock in the morning, the gradually brightening sky…all these are very beautiful feelings.

This year’s May Day, I didn’t leave Xiamen because I was not rich. I was eager to travel, and this required an economic foundation. But it was also a time worth remembering. I walked along the mountain-sea trail with my roommates and measured the length of the mountain-sea line with my feet. From 2 o’clock to 6 o’clock, nearly 40,000 steps, crossing mountains and ridges, I answered the sentence From the mountain to the sea. I went to the bar to drink and play dice with my roommates during the holidays. Everyone was drunk Walked out of the bar, went to sing again, and slowly returned to school until 2 o’clock. Not surprisingly, I was questioned by the counselor. Fortunately, the words were sincere, and there was no serious problem.

On 5.21st, I was in the back seat of the car with my roommate to the hospital. During the interval of rain, the air was sultry, and I stretched out my hand out the window. The dim light of the street lamp shone on my hand, feeling the wind.

I used to think that I had traveled all over Xiamen, but later I discovered that the nameless streets and the ocean in the corners are the soul of this city, so I should look for those neglected and omitted ones.

The broken timeline is too long, fragmentary memory fragments, countless photos, and this is my youth. Unfortunately, the 100% girl has not yet appeared.

Right now, “Acoustic” is playing in the earphones, and the smell of perfume is pervasive. After a busy day’s work, I write down these words so that I can remember them in the future. The end of the term is coming again, so happy weekend, and see you in summer vacation.

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