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It is said that marijuana and melatonin (aka M&M…) both have sleep-promoting effects and will bring people a sense of well-being. But when you describe it carefully, the effect is still different.
First off, sleep does stabilize a bit more than it used to. Then, they all dreamed about her. Most of the dreams are scenes of being together again; or after meeting again, the atmosphere of being together will be brewed together. ——If this is called the “happiness” that I subconsciously recognize, I will not deny it. Because I didn’t leave because of “unhappiness”, but because I couldn’t ignore those things other than happiness. And, when there is no new filling in, let this kind of cognition always occupy the definition of “happiness” in my heart, and I don’t mind this. But I also know that the woman in the dream here is abstract, which greatly strengthens the part related to “happiness” and blurs the rest, so she is no longer the real her.
I also have this dream when I’m not eating M&M’s. But the particularly “happy” scene in the dream made me quickly realize that this is not real, it is just a dream. So I woke up from the dream, and then fell into the pain of the sharp contrast between the dream and reality, so it was difficult to fall asleep again.
Effects of marijuana:
Those “happiness” scenes still make me realize that this is just a dream. But at that moment I still felt very sleepy, and this sleepiness overwhelmed the desire to escape from the dream. So, because I really wanted to sleep, I had no choice but to stay in the dream and look at the other party helplessly. ——In the past, as long as she realized the existence of the other party in a dream, she would wake up quickly. This process was so fast that she didn’t even reappear her appearance. The role of marijuana is probably to keep me in my dream, and the blurred face that I haven’t looked at for a long time gradually becomes clear in my gaze.
Effects of melatonin:
I took 1mg pills before. Compared with when I didn’t take it, I slept a little longer, but I still woke up with a start. I recently switched to 3mg, and then, in my dream, I was not able to quickly realize that it was just a dream and wake up; instead, I would continue to dream. Although when I was about to wake up in the end, I would still realize the difference between the dream and the reality, and it would still be uncomfortable; but at this time, I was almost asleep.
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