Mixed feelings

Original link: https://github.com/yihong0618/gitblog/issues/262

Current situation and others

dead friend

Recently, I often think about it, often dream about it, feel guilty when I am awake, and feel lost when I am drunk. At that time we made an appointment to watch “Slam Dunk” when it was released, but now we have to buy an extra ticket and put an extra glass next to the wine. Sometimes it would be nice to think about another world, if there is, I don’t know how you live Sample. I hope that it will really last forever as the opposite of life. I don’t know why you made such a choice at the time. If the rest of us would have called you more times, the situation would have been different. Often when we think of this, we feel that life and the world are illusory. Which one is real?

slam dunk

I like it very much, no matter what other people’s evaluations are, in my opinion, different age groups have completely different views on this movie, whether it is the regret of youth, or the nostalgia for the former self, it is like a jump shot, and an arc is drawn in the air , the ball went in and was hollow.
Looking back at Joy, everything was like a flashback. When I turned my head, the stadium became me typing on the keyboard in front of the screen. Fuck it, it took twenty years for a ball.

AI

During this period of time, I have done several projects around OpenAI’s API, and I also had a lot of exchanges with my friends. Among them, the bilingual book translation project with the most stars is also the only project that I lost control of. Not only did I lose control, but I also lost adding new functions to it. One is that a large number of similar projects on the market are much better than mine, and I have neither the energy nor the ability to surpass them, and I have combined a lot of code that is not my style or the quality is not so high. PR, leading to a complete loss of control of the project.
In fact, more of my own reasons. Of course everything else works fine, xiaogpt @frostming helped me a lot, and I’m more willing to make it better.
To sum up for myself, the maintenance of the project is actually not as simple as imagined, and we must know how to give up.

technical content

I also met someone who said that the project I wrote has no technical content, why so many people star attention. I was still a little frustrated.
Although I know that what I write is really nothing special with those amazing people, I want to debate a few words, what I do is what no one has done before, or the way of doing it is not like this, but this kind of debate is worthless , the depression is over and it will pass. That’s it. I don’t know what more I can do to comment.

going to Beijing for a trip

I set off the morning after tomorrow. I originally thought to avoid the peak travel time, but what I didn’t expect was that every day is the peak travel time. Grabbing tickets, grabbing tickets, I have been working on it for several days. My wife is still in charge of the planning. On the day of the trip, I am responsible for carrying the bag and being a fool who obeys all instructions. It didn’t take long, but 3 years have passed because of the new crown.

friend

The biggest blessing and regret in the three years of the new crown is that I have lost some friends, and I also told myself not to make new friends easily.

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