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I feel like I haven’t written anything for a long time. After taking the 2023 Intermediate Accountant Examination, I calmed down and looked through the blog, and found that it had been three years since the last release, and these years were all supported by Hillway alone. In retrospect, it was before I became the head of the department, and what I recorded at that time was how I took my children to travel to Yunnan on family leave.
Three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and looking back, I have changed quite a lot. The first is the change in job position. I was promoted to the head of the department, from being responsible for writing comprehensive materials to being responsible for all-round work, and from the general department to the finance department. I had to jump out of my previous relatively “comfort zone” and force myself to learn and do everything. Force yourself to think, force yourself to grow… The position has changed, the working methods have changed, the way of thinking has changed, the mentality and concepts have changed, and the physical condition has also changed.
I have experienced too many things at work, triggering too many emotional feelings. I have accumulated so much that I have no way to talk about it, and I have no energy or motivation to write it down. I can only keep a short daily life diary. After work, I read some books and movies. After reading them, I was limited to verbal discussions with Hillway, and there was no longer any “long discussion” described before. I have never asked for annual leave in the past three years, nor have I applied for compensatory leave when working overtime. I insist on going to work even if I am not feeling well. I just use my weekends when I am not working overtime to take my children for short trips around Chaoshan. The scenery is similar to the visual fatigue, and it is inevitable to carry large and small bags back and forth. After packing up my things, I no longer have the interest in making travel plans with great enthusiasm. I don’t want to travel long distances anymore. I feel that it is enough to look at those short travel videos on the Internet and “imagine” myself in them. Of course, it is necessary to take two children out to broaden their horizons and gain experience. The two children are still very interested in traveling.
As we get older and work pressure increases, various physical signs sound a warning to ourselves. In 2021, I continued to have low back pain, and kidney stones were detected during physical examination at the workplace. In early 2022, urticaria broke out inexplicably. In severe cases, it recurred twice a day and almost spread all over the body. I have seen a doctor repeatedly and taken medicine and it has not healed yet. When I was busy, I seldom drank water and exercised little. I was stressed and overworked, so I was bloated, had a bad mental state, had irregular work and rest, and my weight soared to 142 pounds. I started running and skipping for fitness in June 2022, and lost weight to about 130 kilograms. However, I accidentally fell while riding an electric bicycle to work. I took half a month off to recuperate at home. Although there was no fracture, my knees and hips still hurt from time to time. The flesh on the elbow scar is deep red. I was infected with COVID-19 in early 2023, and my workplace physical examination revealed uterine fibroids and high uric acid. Fortunately, the kidney stones disappeared. Work will inevitably bring about all kinds of negative emotions, but I am so busy that I no longer have the thought of being depressed and not wanting to live anymore, and the migraine with aura has not recurred. I was never woken up by Hillway’s snoring at night. I thought it was because he stopped snoring. In fact, he was too tired and sleepy and his snoring was louder. After finishing the intermediate accountant exam, I made up my mind to apply for an annual fitness card on September 12th. I will pay more attention to the health of myself and my family, and devote more energy and time to cultivating my children and taking care of my family. Don’t live your life as a depressed neutral person, maintain a positive mental state, learn to adjust your work and life, cherish the present, and enjoy the present.
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