Original link: https://codechina.org/2022/10/guoqing-walking/
As mentioned in the previous article , I have been in a bad mood in recent months, so I have hardly updated the article. Although it was very difficult, after one to two weeks of hard preparation, I finally got out of this emotional state and came out little by little. It’s been updated recently.
In fact, these two days are National Day, and the effect of updating the article is very poor, because many people have gone out to play, or because they have some plans for the holiday, not many people are still reading the article. The reading volume of these two days has also been getting lower and lower with the frequent updates. But I am silently at ease. Because these two days I don’t care so much about data.
Once a self-media person, the data awareness of a content creator is also the main reason that often breaks my emotions. If no one reads an article, or a few people read it, but everyone is criticizing it, of course you will be in a bad mood. But sometimes, writing a small blockbuster with a recent high in readings can also destroy my mood. Because it will break the common sense. It will make me start to worry about how the next article can keep the momentum of continuous growth.
It’s like when I don’t write articles or make videos at night, I will swipe Douyin for a while to fall asleep. On the nights of writing articles and videos, I often have to brush the background data and cannot sleep. Sometimes, when I wake up in the middle of the night and pick up my mobile phone, the first thing I do is to look at the data first, and then go to the toilet when I feel at ease.
These two days, I don’t care about the data so much. First of all, it is impossible for the data to be very good on the National Day. Secondly, I haven’t written an article for a long time, I don’t feel it, and it takes time to recover. Since I don’t read the data, it is much easier to write, and I don’t have so much trouble.
The neighborhood was probably closed the day before yesterday. Before the nucleic acid was done and the results came out, you could go out for a walk. Although there is nothing outside, most restaurants around are closed. But basically I still feel free. I can’t get out since the day before yesterday, even if your nucleic acid is negative.
There is no point in taking a walk in the first place, but I have been walking every day for the past two days. Our community is not big or small. In fact, it is a combination of several communities. There may have been partitions between them in the past. Later, several communities were combined and shared a large yard. I walked a few thousand steps in a circle. Yesterday, I walked twice and bought a bunch of snacks for my wife in the canteen in the community.
Perhaps the most torturous thing in the past was not knowing what the future would hold and whether the community would be closed. Now that the situation is clear, I feel more at ease. The horizontal is also a knife, and the vertical is also a knife.
I also started to cook again, and I can still get takeout these two days, just go to the gate of the community. But what about the future. But that pretty much defeats the whole purpose of my takeout.
I bought vegetables for a few days at home. There are vegetable markets and breakfast stalls in the community. My daily medication is estimated to be enough for at least a month, and I can buy more tomorrow and the day after.
It’s not a big problem for now, just a long wait.
Maybe at this time, you can do something calmly…
Continue to improve your mood and get back into a positive mindset…
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