With Notes

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I’m still busy recently. The company’s project is being restructured. The old system will be overthrown and rebuilt within three months, and the construction period is a little tight. But I don’t have any complaints about it. This refactoring has front-end TL with writing tests, which is an opportunity to fill my weaknesses for many years, and the whole project is unprecedentedly comfortable to do. The project structure is exemplary… That is, the partner is too rolled up.

Recently, I also received an electronic piano as a birthday gift, and the best gift has been refreshed again. I have to say that reading scores is difficult, and the whole line of ups and downs is even more difficult to get used to, but since you have decided, let’s learn. Learning an instrument is one of my dreams, and now I have taken the first step.

In fact, it has not been updated for a long time. The thing that really makes me want to update is that my family members suddenly “joined the factory”. This entry into the factory is not about turning screws in the factory. In Cantonese, “entering the factory” means entering the hospital. How do you understand it? It probably means that people come out of the hospital.

It was true that the incident happened suddenly. People were sitting at home, and their eyesight problems came from the sky. It was obviously on May Day, and I didn’t go anywhere to play. My dad said that his eyes were uncomfortable, bloodshot, and watery in a physical sense. It reminded people of childhood shadow pink eye. At first I thought it was the new crown, but it couldn’t be detected. Later, I went to the small hospital next door and thought it was caused by inflammation elsewhere on my body, but it still didn’t get better after a few days. Until the end of May Day, when I woke up to go to work, I found that my eyes were blurred.

The problem became serious. My mother drove him to a relatively large hospital. After seeing it there, he was hospitalized immediately. After a few days, he was diagnosed as Harada disease . It was unheard of, and there was not much information on the Internet. Yan did have a few search results, and when he saw the name of the disease, he also glanced at the Japanese Wikipedia , and it was quite clear. In short, it is a disease of unknown cause, which may be an autoimmune disease, which will trigger eye diseases, and may recur in the later stage. It may be cataract and glaucoma. He is not healthy at all, and now it is even worse.

Woohoo, it’s really his fate. Let’s not say whether the disease is serious or not, I will know after the recovery, but suddenly this happened, I was really confused, and I entered the sage mode again. Think about yourself, a programmer looks at the screen for at least 8 hours a day, waits for a high-risk group, and earns a little money. If there is a problem with the eyes, it is really a waste of life. The key is that if there is no problem, it is a random event. I suddenly feel Life is kind of empty.

I feel that my health is not very good, and recently, in fact, it is not very recent, it is that I have not slept well all the time, but it has become more serious recently. At my age, why can’t I fall asleep? I asked my group of friends and they didn’t have this problem. I can only be envious and jealous. I have also read a lot of books and popular science videos about sleep, but they are not very effective. If you understand everything, you will not be able to sleep, and you will eventually suffer from neurasthenia. It seems that I have been thinking wildly for so many years, but my thoughts are still not clear enough, and I still have to learn how to meditate.

In short, touch the piano more, watch the screen less, sleep more, take some vitamins, if you give up your life, destiny is irresistible, then I will give it a try, it will be okay, right?

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