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Continuing from the previous article , I wrote that I wanted to go to the mountain and drove it. When I went there, I took the CA 17 and drove very happily. Then I sat on the pier bench in Santa Cruz for a while and watched the seagulls and sea lions. But the weather and time are not very good, so prepare to go back. I went back to CA 9 according to the suggestion of a twitter friend. It was really different. There was only one lane in each direction, and then there were a lot of bicycles and locomotives passing by. The scenery is pretty good, and there is a viewing area in the middle where you can park and overlook. The only fly in the ointment is that halfway through the drive, you encounter an extremely impatient old-fashioned Mazda, and you may be in a hurry to reincarnate.
As for whether the feeling of driving is a little better, I think there should be. Someone asked me before if I was afraid of roller coasters. I said that I can ride on the coaster, but if I don’t need to, I won’t ride it. In short, a neutral attitude. When I was driving the mountain road, I thought, a little inertial feeling of riding a roller coaster, but not so out of control, at least there is a wheel in front of me that I can hold, which is good, maybe I can run for something in the future, as some kind of last resort and the like.
Therefore, driving may be some kind of figurative method that I use to control my emotions, and I have been so obsessed with controlling my emotions recently because I have been a little out of control recently. It may also be seen from this blog that it seems that there is no rhythm and pattern in the writing. At least when I write it, I don’t have the feeling of being in one go, and I insist on writing, but I just feel that it will pass. During this period of time, the text that should be left should still be left, even if it is not so satisfactory.
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