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It’s the third year, and April is coming to an end, and the waves of voices have taken over, the clearing faction and the coexisting faction. I don’t know when it will end, I don’t know how to end it, I suddenly thought of a possibility, whether it would be them, and I didn’t plan to end it.
War is peace Freedom is slavery Ignorance is coexistence
In this vortex, the huge hands are pressed in the air, the feeling of powerlessness, struggle, shouting, 404. Everyone is in it, sometimes I am suddenly surprised, how did the friends around me become like this?
I’m not in a good mood recently. Looking at my weekly journal, it seems that I’ve been scolding, scolding war, and scolding for clearing the news. Of course, I’m only in my own territory, in other places, at home, and rarely express my true views.
Many daily routines have been put on hold, and I always tell myself to wait until my son’s kindergarten is restored and family life is normal before returning to myself, but it has been 2 months, and there is not even an exact date. Of course, I am much better than my Shanghai friends in the deepest vortex, and I don’t have much to complain about, they are too bitter.
I have a todo list, which lists what I want to do when the new crown is over, take my son to play in Japan, etc. This list is getting longer and longer, but I gradually realized that we may never go back to the life before.
A lot of sad things come from the fact that we could have done this, we could not have done this, we could have not locked down the city, and even, we could have not had these 3 years of shit.
Maybe I should accept all this and calm myself down
- It’s time to study, it’s time to run, it’s time to read
- reorganize yourself
- meditation
- reduce information intake
- Play more games, climb mountains more
It really doesn’t work, just fall in love with Big Brother, accept it all, become a fool
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