Kaijian Ye | 叶开楗

Original link: https://qq.md/post/706 While taking a shower, I couldn’t help but think, “Is it really necessary for people like me to exist?” I saw some of the same “shadows” as him in my body. I was afraid of becoming him, or that I had become him. This is a sad and pitiful thing, and it […]

Original link: https://qq.md/post/705 I haven’t contacted you for a long time. I contacted you again today because of some things. It’s really embarrassing to see the WeChat chat history stuck in 2021. In the past few years, I have been depressed, autistic, and uncomfortable, but I am not as confused as I was when I

Original link: https://qq.md/post/702 Traditional Chinese Medicine My dad asked me if I wanted to go to “Nanping City” to see Chinese medicine because of my “hyperhidrosis” problem. I felt that it was too far away and I didn’t want to go. Then yesterday my dad said that the Chinese medicine doctor had returned to his

Original link: https://qq.md/post/701 In the preface, I didn’t want to go, I was afraid that there would be too many relatives, and I couldn’t bear it. When my mother said that she was going to go to “Min Lake” to have a look first, and then go to “drink birthday wine”, which is also a

Original link: https://qq.md/post/700 Two days ago, my parents went to my aunt’s house to help with planting “fungus fungus”, and then my aunt gave us some “grass jelly” that I had made myself. I used to eat this when I was a child. It is a special drink to relieve the heat in summer haha.

Original link: https://qq.md/post/699 The night before picking up snails, I felt quite full after eating, so I wanted to digest it, so I went to the ditch to touch the snails. I met my classmate’s uncle in the canal, and he didn’t recognize me a little bit. He asked me if my nickname was me,

Original link: https://qq.md/post/698 On the eve of picking mushrooms last night, my mother asked me if I wanted to go with my dad to pick mushrooms. I asked where to pick mushrooms. My mother said that it was quite far away, “I have to ride a motorcycle at four o’clock in the morning and go

Original link: https://qq.md/post/697 Preface I was still asleep at three or four in the morning, turned over, and then something happened, I… fell out of bed on all fours! I got up from the ground and touched my knee. It was very painful and the skin was broken. I couldn’t help being too sleepy, so

Original link: https://qq.md/post/696 Foreword Alas… I wanted to make a long story, but I thought of the negative energy of EMO every day, so I decided not to talk about it. “Sorrow for his misfortune, anger for his indisputability.” “The ministers are about to fight to the death, why did your majesty surrender first?” This

Original link: https://qq.md/post/695 Self BB quarreled with my mother again yesterday, of course it was unilaterally on my part. In fact, it’s not a big deal (learning to get a driver’s license). It’s all caused by my “hypocrisy, low self-esteem, and bullshit face”, and it’s also caused by my “overly sensitive, anxious and irritable”. I

Original link: https://qq.md/post/692 The mentality of “mental internal friction” is getting more and more serious. Now I think too much whenever there is a little trouble, and now I start to worry about what will happen in a month. I really can’t control myself, I keep thinking and thinking! I feel like it’s okay now,

Original link: https://qq.md/post/691 Preface Some things happened again, and because of some reasons, now I have returned to my hometown. During the few days in my hometown, I wanted to complain and record some things, but I turned it on and off, and I didn’t know how to start writing. I was too hypocritical and

Original link: https://qq.md/post/690 Preface After opening the mailbox for a long time, I received a message from “Brother Fan”: “Half a year has passed, you will not be abducted to northern Myanmar.” I feel that I can’t drag it on, so I will update it, I really I’m getting lazy. During April, I’m still… This