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I saw a passage: I am very kind, I will give money to beggars, give up seats to the elderly and pregnant women in the car, and be kind to those who love me. I have always known that the kindness of dripping water should be reciprocated by springs. No matter what I do, I will say thank you and consider others. But why is everything in the world so bitter, and nothing makes me lonely?
Yes, we always think that as long as we are kind enough, we will be treated gently, and good deeds will bring good luck. However, the world is too sinister, kindness is exploited cheaply, and then a person who once loved the world begins to hate the world and doubt himself.
I thought I would come out slowly. But recently, every day I wake up, I can’t help but beat myself, uncontrollable emotions, uncontrollable hands. Then listen to the sound of my parents busy making breakfast, take a deep breath, convince myself to calm down, smile at my family, face life, face this cruel truth. I figured that even if one day I paid off all my debts, I wouldn’t be me anymore.
Even though I tried very hard to do one thing, but there was no result, the pain of not getting what I wanted was indescribable, and I started thinking that it was due to my innate talent, so I put in several times more effort than others, and I still couldn’t escape the arrangement of fate, every day and night. Think deeply about whether you have done something wrong and why you have to suffer the pain of this feeling of powerlessness. Not wanting is the biggest pain in the world.
Take a deep breath and wash your face.
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