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△ 182｜Does the monthly summary make the next month better?
To answer this question, it is necessary to answer another related question: “Is journaling an objective record or a subjective performance?”
There are many purposes for writing a summary, but once it is published, it must be re-discussed. The most annoying thing in my student days is to write a summary of each monthly exam. It’s not that I don’t know how to write, but it’s just those saliva nonsense over and over again. I can’t get to the point for a long time, and I have to make up enough words to involute with my classmates. Will the teacher read the list and say what is the purpose of those summaries? It is also ambiguous and full of self-deception.
I wrote a monthly test summary of only 100 words, but I was criticized by the teacher for my bad attitude. I really don’t understand. It’s a simple sentence, but it has to be repeated over and over again. It needs to be detailed to the methodology that the client does not believe and implement, and I don’t know who this summary is written for.
In January of this year, I faked a one-month summary on the blog, and deleted it after two days. Looking back, since the so-called summary is to be released, it naturally has an additional purpose that needs to be performed. The fun is just like writing a diary, starting to imagine that if one day, people see this diary under various circumstances, will I clearly express the content of the “should be expressed” in this diary, and the “should be expressed” The role of “acting well” is performed to the fullest.
So what I can’t understand the most is that the diary was used as homework in the past. For a while, I didn’t figure out whether the purpose of writing a diary was to communicate with each other, or was it really to record what I experienced in a day.
Of course, those who like to summarize, who always talk about “sharing”, and who always look forward to someone who can summarize with their hearts, will definitely refute me with “the practicality of the summary”. View. So here, I have to repeat what I often mentioned in my blog: we are not discussing right and wrong, and there is no right or wrong in the summary itself. There is no right or wrong for those who perform themselves perfectly by summarizing. I even admire these people who maintain their personal image very well.
In my last job, I had to do a summary every week—this summary was extremely difficult to perform. Since it is shown that I lead the entire department to work hard this week, and I have to show the direction of my efforts for the next week, but I cannot be discovered that we are fishing in various ways this week, and I have to avoid being discovered. My summary is actually applying a fixed template. Because these scumbags have to be turned out and spoken at the meeting on Monday, that is to say, the so-called summary on the weekend is just one of the assessment criteria to “prove work attitude”.
I’ve tried the same content for two weeks, pretending to forget to upload an attachment, and the Gantt chart is obviously wrong – and the boss who asks everyone to write down all the crap that you have to say on Monday to post emails over the weekend , I can’t see if there is anything wrong with the summary, because on Monday he still needs to listen to these shitty words again, and then say a bunch of shitty shit himself to prove that the new week starts. A little more tiring, is the summary of each month. It’s like there is a magic spell. If you don’t do a monthly summary this month, you won’t get “blessings” for your work next month, and you will have a very bad day after the new month. But it’s not that I don’t summarize, but I have a Gantt chart that only I can understand, tracking the progress of everyone’s work. I’ve tried sending it to my boss, and it turns out he needs to see more “actuality” crap, so I’m still forced to do a job of translating the Gantt to crap – Of course, I think it’s part of my job, at least it’s part of my salary – writing a lot of shit on the weekends, and then doing a bunch of shit at a meeting on Monday, it’s a good idea. A kind of “performance work”.
Because the summary is to be published for a second person to see, the summary is given a layer of obligation to “make people understandable”. Whenever I encounter a glass-hearted person, I am ashamed to record my own experiences and insights, including famous quotes from famous people, or the affirmation of a certain friend, for fear that I will be denied by others at all; “making people understandable” is only the first One layer, the next layer is “people can’t understand”. This is not self-contradictory, but a basic means of charisma-making people feel that they can understand, but they feel that this person is complicated inside, which is obviously a simple thing. Here, it can interpret bullshit . If you understand the unreasonable truth and rational nonsense, others will find that he is actually a simple person, and they will naturally lose the necessary admiration and fun for him. The next level is “performance”. In conclusion, since it is going to be external, if there is no attribute of “performance”, it will lose its core value. There are many aspects of performance, which reflect one’s taste, one’s logic, one’s reading a lot of books and a lot of works of art, one’s taste of life… But, did he really achieve this? Only the parties themselves know, but since it is written, this is a paradox.
I used to have a lot of “daily summaries”, and I wrote casually from four aspects. But it’s not external, I sometimes “accidentally” look back at them, and they all feel like chewing wax – it’s all in the past, it’s useless to summarize, some pits still have to jump the next time they encounter something that should be jumped. The books that you have read should be forgotten or forgotten.
I just need to pick up a pen to polish these “summaries”, but then I think, who are these summaries for, because he is so real that I know his every move, frown and smile, so I just delete these summaries. . What I want to summarize, too lazy to publish, can be summed up in four words “None of your business”. What they published, they talked for a long time, and they acted hotly. The words “None of my business” were written throughout.
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